Holaaaaa, this is my second time write on this blog. And I think my hand-writing hasn't been good yet, but I promise, I will continue to hard work. So this blog will be better :)
This time I want to tell about the person I....like. Hmm.., since the name of this blog is lil diary so it means this blog is my personal diary too. But, I won't publish the name, of course. Okay, so I will start to talk about my love life.
It starts with the graduation from the junior high school. We finally knew our scores from the national test which was needed to enter the high school. My best friends and I, we made a promise to enter the same high school. But from the five of us, only 2 persons that could be received. Me and one of my best friends. The others couldn't be received because their scores weren't high enough to enter the school.
From my last school there were only 10 persons (plus me) that could enter the school, and I was lucky enough because in my new class there were 4 persons I had already known. And it also made me proud that a person like me, could talk normally. Well, it doesn't mean I'm mute, but you know what? I'm not that kind of person that can be easily get new friends. Because of my sharp eyes, so lots of people think I'm arrogant. Hmm, enough for that thing. Let's back to the topic :P
I met him for the first time at the field of the school. It's a tradition in here, to do a MOS (kind of time when we can know the school well, and do whatever the seniors want--- but should be agreed by teachers first). He had a ceremony there. I looked fro the third floor, wondering who's that boy and wished he would be my classmate. I fell in love at the first sight. He is tall and has white skin, and he's a mix of Indonesia and England (That's what I hear). His hair is brown, and he has pointed nose. My heart beats faster whenever I see him. At the first time, I thought he was a someone that doesn't want to make a friend with us, but I was wrong. He's kind although not many people can see his kindness. His smile is really amazing, and it's so expensive. Why? I think he doesn't like to smile a lot. But I swear if you see him plus his smile, you'll be wondering who's he. Me, I still can't believe he's a human, because he's really like an angel!
I love him, I really do. I want him, yes I want to make him mine. But that's so impossible... Yup, he's a newbie like me, but he already has tons of fans in this school. There will be more if you count the girls from the other schools. And his fans, well, there are too many beautiful girls, so I think I'll lose. Although the probability to have his heart is really, really, really small..., but I promise my self I WON'T give up! I'll show him that I'm worth enough to be loved by him. I'll be smarter to open his mind, and be stronger so he can see that I'm not kind of girl that can be easily cried by the others. I want to show him I'm different, I'm unique, and I'm not cheap. Lol... Sounds impossible but if I don't try, who knows?
And I just looked at the clock. It shows me I should be ready to the next class. So, See you next time guys. I promise to make a better post. Have a nice day! :))
