It's been a long time since my last time writing on this blog. And I feel really bad for leaving it for such time. I feel like I've been neglecting my own child :"(
I miss my blog soo much that it hurt. IT HURT A LOT. The feeling hurt even getting worse when I realized that I had forgotten how my blog look like.
It goes the same with my account on Fanfiction.net (place where I post my fictions).
It means I've been neglecting my 2 children at the same time.
But I have no other choice. School becomes more... severe(?) these days. The competition between students becomes tougher than before. And yes, I don't want my name to be out of the top 5 at least at my class rank. So I spent the days by studying and getting good marks.
I feel happy and guilty as hell in the moment. Sure I get a rank with such good scores (from each subject) and the average's increasing that high, which makes me quite proud. But there's something I have to pay for it : My time for writing.
My hobby.
My way of communicating.
My Life.
When I tried to make a 'comeback' at Fanfiction.net , I found it quite depressing how my fingers seemed to forget how to dance on the keyboard. I almost cried that time.
Although I'm feeling so much better now :')
Well, I think that's all what I'm gonna say at the beginning. I hope I can be continuously update the blog. Nice to meet you again ^^
