Hi guys! Finally I have a time to make a new post :D YEAAAAAY *feeling-happy*
This post might give you no information about something or my feeling for Zack. Just do it for fun. Well, actually when I took these photos there was no class at school. It means that we (me and friends) had a free time. My friend, Dimie is a boy who likes to play with his jacket (Idk why, so don't ask me about that). He made such funny expression at that time (when these photos were taken). Just check it out :
"I’ve been spending all my time just thinking about ya. I don't know what to do, I think I’m fallin’ for you. I’ve been waiting all my life and now I found ya. I don’t know what to do, I think I’m fallin’ for you.. I’m fallin’ for you..."
-Falling For You
"I'll be there forever. You will see that it's better. All our hopes and our dreams will come true. I will not disappoint you, I'll be right there for you 'til the end... The end of time. Please be mine"
-Please Be Mine
"Nothing's gonna change my love for you, you ought to know by now how much I love you. One thing you can be sure of, I'll never ask for more than your love Nothing's gonna change my love for you, you ought to know by now how much I love you. The world may change my whole life through, but nothing's gonna change my love for you"
-Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You
"I would give it all, I would sacrifice. Don’t tell me it’s not worth fighting for. I can’t help it, there’s nothing I want more. You know it’s true... Everything I do, I do it for you"
-Everything I Do
"So I say a little prayer and hope my dreams will take me there. Where the skies are blue to see you once again, my love. Overseas from coast to coast to find the place I love the most. Where the fields are green to see you once again, my love"
-My Love
"And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town. I haven't seen it in awhile since she brought you down. You say you're fine. I know you better than that. Hey whatcha doing with a girl like that?"
-You Belong With Me
"I remember what you wore on the first day. You came into my life and I thought, "Hey, you know, this could be something". 'Cause everything you do and words you say, you know that it all takes my breath away and now I'm left with nothing"
-Two is Better than One
"I wanna hold you close under the rain. I wanna kiss your smile and feel the pain. I know what's beautiful looking at you. In a world of lies, you are the truth"
-When You Tell Me that You Love Me
"It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart. Without saying a word, you can light up the dark. Try as I may I could never explain what I hear when you don't say a thing"
-When You Say Nothing at All
"Darling, do you feel my heart beating? Do you understand? Do you feel the same or am I only dreaming?"
-Eternal Flamet
"I, I really like it when the moon looks like a toenail and I love you when you say my name"
"I'm never gonna say goodbye, cos I never wanna see you cry. I swore to you my love would remain and I swear it all over again and I... I'm never gonna treat you bad, cos I never wanna see you sad. I swore to share your joy and your pain and I swear it all over again...all over again"
-swear it again
If only there's a boy who wants to sing it for me and after that he will do exactly what he promise me. Kind of imagination maybe. But for me, a person who love fairytale so badly, I want romantic things like that. That's just soo sweet. Just like a prince will do in the fairytale.
A boy who will never say goodbye to me just because he doesn't wanna see me cry, never gonna treat me bad because he doesn't wanna see me sad. The one who swear to share my joy and pain, whose love would remain.
So bad, huh, that's only a dream. Nowadays it's so hard to find a boy like that, hmm...
a boy whose hands fit with mine
I will be the luckiest girl in the world if I have a boyfriend like that :')
I've heard a lot about this word : "Life is short, don't waste it".
I know that but somehow I still made that words as joke with some friends. Well, that's before that day...
It was Thursday, March 8th and I was at school. It was recess time and there was a noise. Since it was recess, I didn't really mind about it. I was eating my lunch, and continue eating until my friend came cried. What's happened? I closed my lunch box and came to her. Asked what happened. She told me that one of her friend just passed away. I didn't believe that for sure, but when I went out the class...well there were many people cried. The girl who passed away was a student of X- C. This class is quite close with mine (X-E)
Suddenly..., I just felt quite afraid of something called death. One thing that I used to joke, now is the reality. Humm...
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on, turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like, to be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked, when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
To be hurt, to feel lost, to be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
when I looked at the calendar, I was shocked a bit. Today is March 7th. And.... well nothing special for today. But it was really amazing one year ago. Today is my Failed Anniversary. It's already a year without I realized it. He, my last ex was quite cool when he asked me to be his girlfriend. He came to my class and said his feeling. I liked him so much until I couldn't say anything than "Yes!"
I had been his girlfriend for 2 months until my parents knew our relationship. We decided (actually me) to end the relationship. About 2 months after that, he asked me to be his gf again, because we were going to enter the high school so we wouldn't meet each other since we would go to 2 different high schools. I denied.
So that was our story. An old story. There's nothing important about it since he has been dating another girl, and I like someone else, Zack. But still, this story makes me flashback to those beautiful memories :')
Today I had a chemistry class. The teacher of this subject always let her students to discuss things except on test. I was doing my exercise when suddenly my friend called me. I looked at her and asked "yes?" kind of offering help if she need. But she said something that really made me blush.
"You look prettier recently?"
I was so surprised and only can said, "huh?"
She laughed a bit and asked me, "Are you in love with someone"
I shocked. "How do you know that?"
"I know things like that", she said.
I only starred at her without saying a word. What did she say?
She smiled at me. I smiled back. And did my work again.
No one know who Zack is. So, one thing I wish, I hope she doesn't and won't know the one I love. Except I be Zack's girlfriend.
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